Beyond the Edge of Insanity

Sometimes, those of us who are born into society don't seem to fit it's particular nature. They look around themselves, and ask..."What am I doing here?" and then they ask "What are we doing here?" and sometimes, the answer they find, scares the hell out of them.

But then, then they realize that the ebb and flow of space-time allow for the fractal patterns of all life to change, however slightly, to affect for the greater good.

When they forget that, and they become so distraught--and afraid for all those they love--they start to try and help people understand what they see. Sometimes it's overbearing, because we've all been taught not to question--but to make statements.

Why do we fear answers?

Recently, I've been learning to stop fearing. And to stop hiding. And to remember the heart of gold we're all born with.

So excuse this rough transition.

I love you, even if you don't know me.

I love you, even if you hate me.

Because even if you come from a different background, or have different hair color...if the world was populated with me, all we'd be doing is asking questions. So thanks. Thanks for being there.

I'm Not Mecurial

Dear Friends,

Ever see the world as the flow of information?

Everything is a network.

I snapped. Not mentally, but spiritually. Information broke me.

Ignorance is bliss, after all.

All I want now is land, a place to grow my own food.

Sovereignty, though, will always come down to who pulls the trigger the fastest.

Drop the Bomb

So, I've never really stated when Corrode EP would be done. Because it's one of those things that will be ready when it's ready. And you know, the tutorial is going to be sweet for fans and noobs alike. "DTTA" will be responsible for this part.

"DTTA" will do the Hubbers Newb Guides before I even start on the music tutorial (I've made one before..) because I figure it'll help me iron out any quirks, and give me that much more experience in hopes that it'll be a polished product.

This ENTIRE month I'm re-organizing, re-grouping, so I can assault HubPages in February. This is intentional, I'll admit. However, if I can just get a damned rhythm down, I'll be much more effective with my time and not feel so internally pressured.

I'm also doing some therapy writing. I plan to write a novella. It possibly will simultaneously launch with Corrode E.P.

Tentatively titled "Denial of Heart," it will be set 15 seconds from now. I'm doing lots of research. It builds upon older and (so far) incomplete material, but will do well to be first anyway, since it'll give people a taste of what's to come.

What about the plot?

Well, can't give away too many secrets. We'll just call it a "murder mystery."
I've had it boiling in my head for months, and because I've proven to myself it's quite trivial to hammer out ~3000 words every hour or two, I don't think this short book will gum up the already crazy mechanics of this release schedule.

Besides, it'll help test my "MediaPak" theory. (You'll see.)

Anyway, thats it for now. DTTA is still in full swing; I'm busy building it's brand recognition by creating content that will be useful to many newcomers. No need to thank me---information wants to be free.

Until our next intersection in space-time,

Prepare!

This, I Promise

Kari has been hard at work on some things(right click to open new link). I do not want to overshadow this or draw attention away (as if I could..), and to be honest, behind the scenes of one particular arm of my operations is in need of drastic overhaul.

Some unexpected occurrences have reared their heads, and I am retreating until the 1st. But everything is in place for a stellar year. I hate due dates, not because I can't keep them, but because often what I wish to accomplish changes in nature. It's not a volatile state I can't control; you've seen us making inroads to supplying you with entertainment from ourselves and others end to end.

That said, I owe you a big one. I obsess over details. I feel more than "know."

With closure of Through a lxxy Darkly, I aimed to up the ante into maximum awesome range. No content, even borrowed, is left untouched. But enough of the hype machine.

Just know I'm sorry and hate having to make these choices, but my Funkometer ran afoul after a significantly distressing occurrence on the 24th. No one is hurt, all is well. But I'm only assuming this, in light of past experience. I just haven't had confirmation.

And while jarred I may be, I don't quit. Adapting, however, can take some time.





Understand...
Understand...
That...
I will keep you safe from every scar that bleeds...
I will keep you free from all that's hurting me...
This I promise...
This I promise...
This I promise...
This I promise...

I promise!
I promise!

One more time...
This I swear!
Trust in me...
My faith is sincere!

Love is stronger...
When the end is near!
Then there will be...
Nothing more to fear!

I promise!
I promise!

Trust in these...
Love, life, hands!
You need me...
To help you stand!

I can release you...
From your pain, dear!
Then there will be...
nothing more to fear!

I promise this...
I promise this...
I promise this...
I promise...

I promise this...
I promise this...
I promise this...
I promise...

Love is stronger...
When the end is near!
I can release you...
From your pain, dear!

Understand...
Understand...

I promise!
I promise!
I promise!

I promise this!
I promise!

I promise this!
I promise!

More Poetry

Also, not to deluge y'all with awesome links, but Mentalist acer has an interesting dialogue to share with you in "I, Me, Mine, No Reason, No Rhyme."

This guy hops socks, so if you're in the mood for lovely lines, take a gander.

Twas December 23rd...

Happy Holidays!

A friend of mine, Ann Raven, made a neat little clip for the holidays. Check it out!

You can, of course, check her out here at Raven's Art Shack.

And lets not forget CrisA! He has an awesome poetry blog, from both himself and others.

Here at alien central, I'm weary as the countdown inches closer to the unveiling of "Reaching the Expanse."

Among other things.

Through a lxxy Darkly will be wrapping up shortly. And I'll be taking a breather from it as I concentrate on finishing the EP, and the first round of the newbie's video guides discussing capsules. Priorities. 2011 will be a fun year. Keep your eyes on US.

Change 'o Plans

Hey guys!

There's going to be a 2 day extravaganza.

I've also have come up with a work-around that severely diminishes scores to some of my content; it requires replacing content with a different format. IE. lyrics to songs that are on 13+billion websites and counting.

But the HP Guide, the new track--and another Through a lxxy Darkly--will be coming your way the 24th and 26th.

Possibly something else before then, but it's in a state of flux.

Until our next intersection in space-time,

Duke Nukem Forever is shipping.